Tuesday, February 15, 2011

The Waiting Game

There was so much to write about and now..... not so much...

Really, what can I say? I sat on the couch for the weekend. We read, we watched movies. My husband made dinners... and lunches. :)

I'm back at work now and it's stressful. The more stressed I feel the more I think, "This isn't good for me, I need to relax," which stresses me out even more. I'm much more emotional these days....I think it's the drugs.

Luckily, I know just enough to recognize the underlying feeling so I don't freak out at Andrew blaming him for everything under the sun... as long as I have a few minutes alone to assess. I mean really, if yesterday the carpet was fine and today it is utterly, unreasonably disgusting, perhaps it is me that has changed, not the carpet.

Nevertheless, I can still say, "Hey I'm unreasonably hormonal, can you vacuum to make me feel better?" And the blessed man actually does. How did I get so lucky?

Anyway, I'm still feeling very positive and hopeful. 9 more sleeps till the blood test.


  1. My fingers are crossed for you Stacey.

  2. Breathe in, breathe out, and Surrender! Keeping you in my prayers.

  3. I feel for you... the waiting can be so challenging!

  4. Thanks so much! I'm definitely breathing easier today. I worked from home and felt much less anxious!