I do adore them. The smiles, the coos, the sleeping faces, Rachel calmly looking around the crib before she falls asleep, perfectly content to be on her own, Samson passed out on my shoulder after nursing. Oh my girl is wonderful and amazing and my boy is precious.
I wish I could bottle the good moments and drive out all the anxiety I have so much of the time. It does me no good to stress about them crying when they aren't.
Sam after a satisfying nursing session.